This February brings two of my top five favorite holidays: Valentine’s Day and Mardi Gras. Since I’m still in Iowa, I won’t be celebrating Mardi Gras this year, which is a total bummer. Luckily, it’s easy to order King Cake online these days.
Life is continuing to be a brain dead, joyful whirlwind over here, but I am deadset on getting some things done this month. Mainly to wake my brain up.
Workout 3x a week. I finally got the clear to do light workouts starting today. Which is fantastic, considering that yesterday, my mom compared my upper arm strength to that of a puppy.
Read a book. I checked out four books the day before I ended up being induced, and all four are scattered throughout my mom’s house. T. is finally sleeping solo, so now’s the time to get a little reading time in.
Stop stressing out. I have a definite problem with always thinking about what I need to be doing three steps ahead, instead of just living in the moment. So this month, I’m not letting myself figure out wtf if next. No worrying about potential jobs or how we’re going to get set back up in NOLA. Just hanging out, breathing, reading and cuddling.
Drink more water. Just because I feel like I’m slacking.
Clearly, I’m keeping things extra simple this month. Which is extra strange for me, but probably exactly what I needed.
Here are some things I’ve did and learned this year:
that the right hashtags get your Instagram photos way more attention. I’m going to take you down in Instagram fame, Kylie Jenner.
I quit not one, but two jobs. Yes, I’m still unemployed, but to know I’m not at a job with zero growth, and that I’m not being disrespected on a daily basis, feels good. Yes, I know people aren’t supposed to quit jobs without a pile of savings and solid plan, but if you’re getting called a bitch every single day by your boss, then you have to go. The plus? After lots of time reading career blogs, watching TedTalks, and reading some career focused books, I have a much better idea of what I want to be doing with my time when I get back to having a job.
That people you would do anything for might not be able, or willing, to do the same for you. Some will crack under the pressure, and this could lead to things between you, them, and a whole lot of other people to be broken. I lost someone I adored this fall, and I’m not sure my heart will ever heal. But that’s okay. Yesterday, I was meditating, and came to the realization that just because this person broke my heart, doesn’t give me the right to break the hearts of other people. Will I be even slower with letting people in? (assuming I can get any slower) Yes. But the people who want in, will get in.
I have to force myself to be in more social settings. Being back in Iowa has made this especially obvious. Even being around people in a coffee shop gets my brain going in a better direction.
My tribe/squad/village/family has grown in ways I definitely would have never expected. Now I need to come up with a good way to show them that I adore them.
That whole getting knocked up on my birthday thing. So overwhelmed, so excited. Theodore will be here in about a month (and I have done zero to prepare)
Tonight, I will be bingewatching who knows what with Scotti, probably doing face masks and eating way too many Sour Patch Kids. Earlier, I made a list of all the things from 2016 that were less than stellar, and I plan on setting that list on fire around 11:59.
If 2016 was the greatest year of your life, congratulations! I hope that things continue being awesome for you. If 2016 seemed like the absolute worst and you’re completely shocked you survived, you only have a few more hours to power through and then you get to start sort of fresh.