{friday recap} and the no good day



Friday the Fourth seemed like the longest of days.  I set my alarm 20 minutes earlier than usual, because I knew I had to be at work 15 minutes earlier than usual.

Since I knew that I would be around a lot more people in the morning, I set my outfit out the night before, so that I would have time to run to Casey’s and grab a soda.  Yes I’m trying to quit Diet Dr. Pepper, but sometimes a girl needs the jolt that comes with a 52 oz cup.

I got in the car and drove (illegally, but that’s a whole other story) to Casey’s.  Driving, I had this feeling that something was going to go horribly wrong, so I watched my speed, just in case the police officer on duty was out and about.  I got to Casey’s and got my soda, Linda’s coffee, a cookie sandwich (once again, trying to quit).  When I walked out to the car, 10 minutes before I had to be at work, I saw that I had locked the keys inside.

After lots of help from the women working inside, including a ride home, I got to greet Linda with my news and she had to walk to work.  Also, I don’t do well in semi stressful situations, especially when I’m the cause of the stress and have decided that everyone is mad at me/thinks I’m an idiot.

I made it to work, 5 minutes after my usual time, meaning that I was 20 minutes late.  I’ll admit to eating two pastries.  But actually five.  Carbs make me feel better.  I popped a Xanax.  It also helps me feel better.

And I did my best to send out as many positive vibes and thoughts throughout the day.  Which btw, is exhausting.  Even with 52 oz of caffeine.


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